Every once in a while you feel like a change will make you feel better. Even if it's just for a moment. Or is it only if it's for a moment. You never get tired of wishing and wanting. Or it's not that you don't get tired, but rather just don't stop.
But once that wish of change comes true, you start all over again. Irrespective of who you are, how affluent you are or even how happy you are. Our wishful thinking is like wanting a toy every other day of our childhood. But now, in my late 20's, what I want is not considered right by society. But I can't stop wanting it.
Now if I want, what I do, then I am considered as selfish and greedy. But I am still the same and the judgement that would befall upon me is all man made. So should I do what I like and face this judgmental world?
Sometimes I think I can getaway with what I want by deception. And that would be good as I get my adult toy and also go scot free. But I am still waiting.
I know someday I will be there in the moment when my wish sits at an arms distance. So I wait.
But once I get there, I will live like a child all over again and again and again.
Share me a wish right here right now.
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